hm...

is it a tad bit too much to keep two blog cites? hm...

i'm constantly changing my tumblr address, i have a feeling that there are unwanted guests lurking it, so gluck finding it now creeeeeeps! oh gah, i really hope they don't find my stuff. that's where all the juicy stuff is kept, tehehehe.

wduuuuup

i haven't updated on this in a while. maybe this blog should be my primary one. the other one is getting pretttttttttttty public, i am definitely the one to blame for that. i think i say too much with just a couple of words, yah think? well well well. hmm. life is crazy and weird as always. idk. idk. idk. i don't wanna turn this blog into another venting one. i can just refer to all of my tumblr blogs for all of that. okie dokes, i need to sleep its 416am. just some stuff to reference in the future, saw jmill, kenya, and kathleen today, goodcompany+verde+celias= happiness, come get your shit or else i'm giving it to myself, or someone else. lollll. kk. see yah later hoes!

lol smiley face

ok so that title was super GAY. idk first thing that came to mind. anyways. since i've decided to stay faithful to both of my blog sites, i guess i'll update this one as well. but forreal, tumblr, get on it. blogspot, i keep for the sake of the fans. haha pshh, yeah right. anyways.. quick list of today's series of events. woke up late like always, skip 8am stats class, purple tables, bio & aas, shops @ school, they sell pipes wtf?, no lupe, interesting car ride home (???), nals and pat, keeping up with the kardashians, trip to the moon, munchie alert, house, long nap, landed back on planet earth, quick hang with an old friend, now here, moving these little phalanges typing this blogg. so that's basically what i put on my tumblr. so if you're a fan of both i'm sorry if you feel like you're reading the same shit. well i'll change this one up a bit. hmm. i'll have different random thought. asshole. i wonder if, just maybe, hmm... if only.. no.. never.. idk. but really what if.. dang we'll just have to see. the attack of the vibrating phone ahh! house. he's a pretty sick guy. i'm parched, someone get me some fruit juice. soda es no bueno. and so isn't corn beef. ew. i exploded. ERIKA. come back into my life. magazines need to leave my bed. annoying popping sound from my FB. no call/text. i wonder how long this will last. i'm ready for whatever comes my way. toilet paper. semi clean room. where'd my radio go??? my mom is curious george and she works for the cia i swear. questioning like there's no tomorrow. yes mother, i smoke weed. wooop di doo da day. oops. i wonder if if can put that up on here. oops too late. no backspacing. eeks. im tempted to delete. but fuuck i just wrote all about it. too late now. moving own, my phalanges won't stop typing. i must reply to my FB chats, IM's and text. ahh help me! blogging has taken over my life! but its the only thing keeping me sane at the moment. "do it all, just stand up" idk if that's even the right lyrics. oh gah 1-630 gross. even more gross. 4 page rough draft paper due in 8 hrs. must get on that. ok i need to stop. i'll leave yah with this.. and i will leave every blog with this just to let all of you out there know..

today is just one of those days.. in the life of resa..
until tomorrow. or whenever blogging decides to take over again.
ah! insomnia.
k bye!

realization

wowza, i just realized that i haven't blogged on this for a whole two months. craaazy. tumblr took over. sorry. but i'll still stay faithful to my blogspot. but dangg. i just re read all of my old blogs. and some of them are sounding exactly the same as my blogs today. hmm. i need change in my life. and with a quickness please. see yah!

i wonder.. who actually reads my blogspot or even my tumblr?
i get surprised sometimes when people say "i read your blog!"
hmm... who are my lovely stalkers...
no need to feel ashamed. i think it's cool.

then again, i could be talking to myself right now..
and absolutely NO ONE reads my shiiiiiiz. k bye forreal.

tumblr. get on it.

resag.tumblr.com

maybe i'll post some blogs on this still, we'll see.

one word

GOODBYE!

ugh

why do i give a fuck so much, obviously it's not being reciprocated, this is super irritating, and maybe i just need stop before it gets too much. i'm so drained from EVERYTHING. this is taking so much energy from me. i gave up and passed up so much and i get nothing out of it. i'm just tired and uninspired. i feel like this is going no where, and we're standing on a thin rope, it's either we both try to hold on together, or we fall. and i feel like we're on the verge of falling. ughhhhhhhhh, goodbye. and this whole family thing is really getting to me.