wduuuuup

i haven't updated on this in a while. maybe this blog should be my primary one. the other one is getting pretttttttttttty public, i am definitely the one to blame for that. i think i say too much with just a couple of words, yah think? well well well. hmm. life is crazy and weird as always. idk. idk. idk. i don't wanna turn this blog into another venting one. i can just refer to all of my tumblr blogs for all of that. okie dokes, i need to sleep its 416am. just some stuff to reference in the future, saw jmill, kenya, and kathleen today, goodcompany+verde+celias= happiness, come get your shit or else i'm giving it to myself, or someone else. lollll. kk. see yah later hoes!

lol smiley face

ok so that title was super GAY. idk first thing that came to mind. anyways. since i've decided to stay faithful to both of my blog sites, i guess i'll update this one as well. but forreal, tumblr, get on it. blogspot, i keep for the sake of the fans. haha pshh, yeah right. anyways.. quick list of today's series of events. woke up late like always, skip 8am stats class, purple tables, bio & aas, shops @ school, they sell pipes wtf?, no lupe, interesting car ride home (???), nals and pat, keeping up with the kardashians, trip to the moon, munchie alert, house, long nap, landed back on planet earth, quick hang with an old friend, now here, moving these little phalanges typing this blogg. so that's basically what i put on my tumblr. so if you're a fan of both i'm sorry if you feel like you're reading the same shit. well i'll change this one up a bit. hmm. i'll have different random thought. asshole. i wonder if, just maybe, hmm... if only.. no.. never.. idk. but really what if.. dang we'll just have to see. the attack of the vibrating phone ahh! house. he's a pretty sick guy. i'm parched, someone get me some fruit juice. soda es no bueno. and so isn't corn beef. ew. i exploded. ERIKA. come back into my life. magazines need to leave my bed. annoying popping sound from my FB. no call/text. i wonder how long this will last. i'm ready for whatever comes my way. toilet paper. semi clean room. where'd my radio go??? my mom is curious george and she works for the cia i swear. questioning like there's no tomorrow. yes mother, i smoke weed. wooop di doo da day. oops. i wonder if if can put that up on here. oops too late. no backspacing. eeks. im tempted to delete. but fuuck i just wrote all about it. too late now. moving own, my phalanges won't stop typing. i must reply to my FB chats, IM's and text. ahh help me! blogging has taken over my life! but its the only thing keeping me sane at the moment. "do it all, just stand up" idk if that's even the right lyrics. oh gah 1-630 gross. even more gross. 4 page rough draft paper due in 8 hrs. must get on that. ok i need to stop. i'll leave yah with this.. and i will leave every blog with this just to let all of you out there know..

today is just one of those days.. in the life of resa..
until tomorrow. or whenever blogging decides to take over again.
ah! insomnia.
k bye!

realization

wowza, i just realized that i haven't blogged on this for a whole two months. craaazy. tumblr took over. sorry. but i'll still stay faithful to my blogspot. but dangg. i just re read all of my old blogs. and some of them are sounding exactly the same as my blogs today. hmm. i need change in my life. and with a quickness please. see yah!

i wonder.. who actually reads my blogspot or even my tumblr?
i get surprised sometimes when people say "i read your blog!"
hmm... who are my lovely stalkers...
no need to feel ashamed. i think it's cool.

then again, i could be talking to myself right now..
and absolutely NO ONE reads my shiiiiiiz. k bye forreal.

tumblr. get on it.

resag.tumblr.com

maybe i'll post some blogs on this still, we'll see.

one word

GOODBYE!

ugh

why do i give a fuck so much, obviously it's not being reciprocated, this is super irritating, and maybe i just need stop before it gets too much. i'm so drained from EVERYTHING. this is taking so much energy from me. i gave up and passed up so much and i get nothing out of it. i'm just tired and uninspired. i feel like this is going no where, and we're standing on a thin rope, it's either we both try to hold on together, or we fall. and i feel like we're on the verge of falling. ughhhhhhhhh, goodbye. and this whole family thing is really getting to me.

inspired

well someone inspired to post a new blog. i haven't blogged in a really long time. i started a tumblr and maybe that's why i never go on this. well a lot has been going on this past month that i haven't blogged. i dont know where to start. ok, well i'm officially in college now, and it feels good. i love it ALOT. eveerything is pretty chill, it's really on the student to stay on top of their shit. and guess what? i fucked up already, twice! i got a 67.5% on my first midterm, and i procrastinated to take an online quiz, and it closed on me -__- fml. well hopefully i figure something outt. i need to stay on top of my shit or else GMA scholarship is outt the window. hmm, what else.. welll i just turned 18! finally legal, sheesh. i did a whole four day celebration. well more like 3 1/2. wednesday dinner thursday attempted club friday house partay saturday tellay. it was tons of fun. my friends from LA came up to celebrate with me. i barely spent time with them unfortunately. i only saw them at night. well that whole situation should be in a whole new blog. that whole birthday weekend needs to be in a different blog. it was cuuuuhrazzzy. anyways, my life is super duper complicated right now. idk what to do. it goes up, and then it goes down and then back around. im in such a confusing and complicated situation and i just want to get to the bottom of it all. i just need to be patient, and that's what i have been for 2 months already. mann.. whatevv. lets just say this is really causing broken hearts and i'm not just talking about mines ): well i am currently on the MAC as always, eating my bagel. today? idk. i need to finish a project with rose that's due tomorrow! and idk if john is still coming over to do his paper. and i still need to finish my 750 piece puzzle with jorsen baysac. today is such a nice day, hopefully i dont get called in for work. EFF work, making me take out my nose ring and shiiiz, no way jose, idk what i'm going to do. ahhh! heat wave, love it and hate it. kk see yah!!