I got those lovesick blues
I feel it more than ever
Sinking in my chest like a ship in the blue, do do dodo
She was a drug I abused
I feel a rising fever
Shaking in my sleep left me broken and bruised, do do dodo
She said "you're just a let down,
Another one of my mistakes,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will..."
She said "you're just a let down,
All your friends,
They feel the same,
I never loved you anyway,
I never did and I never will"
basically.. ):
im really stuck in a sticky situation. i feel like an idiot and i dont know how to react or respond. im just lost right now. i have no idea what to do. do i just let go? its going to be hard for me. but sometimes letting go is whats best. this may be the end of the road. unfortunately. i just have one word, karma, i definitely believe in it. this sucks. caring for someone so much that it hurts. my heart really aches.. i just need to give a few days i guess.. let it all blow over.. australia is like a bittersweet escape for me. i dont know if i should leave or not. i dont want to regret it though. do i leave all my problems behind me and just leave? or do i stay having faith that it will all get better, but then again, what if i stay and it gets worse? then i just regret not leaving.. i reallly dont know what to do, like at all. i feel super clueless, stupid, dumb and an idiot. lying to myself these past few months, it really sucks.. i guess my moms right like always, they come and go so dont settle for anything.. sucks that i put all my faith in this and then i get disappointed.. but HEY! im getting carried away.. maybe this will all get better.. i really dont know at this point.. i'll just have to sit and wait.. maybe theres still gas left in our car. and we'll just keep going down this road.
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