lesson learned

i dont regret what i had, i think of it as an experience that i can learn from. i guess this is it. the end of something that i thought was good. but hey! everything happens for a reason. its still the beginning of my summer. i just need to take some time to heal, and i'll be good. im still young, and im about to be a freshmen in college. my moms right, they come and go. im glad i have my girls here to reassure me that everythings going to be ok. i know its going to be hard to let go. it breaks my heart to say goodbye, but its for the best. im still jumping into things. im still here, sitting and waiting to see what will happen next. new chapter? im done with chapter one. unfortunately... i need to be the strong independant girl that i was before all of this. if i can handle being on my own for so long before this, i can definitely handle being on my own again. its going to take some time to get used to it.. but things happen.. i can't complain as much as it sucks to let go of the one you gave your everything to..