COD

so i reallly don't get how to play call of duty. i get so frustrated everytime i try, lol. the boys play it like everyday and all i do is go on my lappy or fall asleep. this week was a pretty funn week. i went to the city 3 times this week. first time i met up with thee nemo, we went shopping and had sushi (: second time i went with alllll of my cousins, we had a feast at mcdonalds(i've been having it for 11 days in a row, but the chain is broken, finally) and we went to the opera house. third day was today. i went to the markets at glebe & paddington. they had heaps(hella in australian lingo) cuute stuff. gah, australian girls dress super nice. i bought a leather jacket and a cute purse. ive been spending alot of time with my cousins. they're so much funn. we went to paramatta(mall) last week and we ate sushi and max brenner(best belgian waffles w. choco) it was amazing. oooh yeah, and i also got a haircut, my hair looks healthier, AND i got my nose pierced! haha. my mom was right next to me. she watched the whole thing. my eyes were closed. it didnt hurt though. so now i have semi short hair and a nose studd (: i wanna switch it to the hoop though. hmm.. what else.. i was supposed to get chinese food with nemo today, but i ended up not going with him.. idk.. hmm, well tmo is sunday and i want to go to hillsong, best church ever, seriously.. kk, welll its almost dinner time and were eating dinner at home for a change. seeee yah later haters! like anybody reads this anywayss...

idk, seriously.

im super duper homesick, but a part of me doesn't want to go home. i don't want to face whatever is at home. this sucks. a part of me just wants to be away forever. conference had me thinking about ALOT. about life and what to do with it. but i seriously don't know what to do. maybe i just need more time away from home to get me really thinking. why do girls want what they can't have? i have something here that i know will be absolutely great for me in the long run, but stupid me i want what i don't completely have. i'm always in this situation. wellll, my mom's in australia now, and what i want to type down is not coming to me at the moment. so i'll have to get back at yah. 

its over

mannn, conference is over already. i had tons of funnn. it went by super duper fast. JAM and the night rallies were all very amazing and this whole week was another eye opener for me. gah, i do this every year. i get soo much out of conference, but once i get home, i don't really put it into action as much. i wish all my friends & family can experience hillsong conference. you get so much out of it. and you meet some of the most amazing and kindest people in the world. volunteering this year and not actually being a delegate was a whole new experience. i didnt really "volunteer" though. haha. my pass got me in anywhere and i got free meals everyday and i got a really cute shirt. haha. i got to meet up with my friend that i havent seen in a whole year. AND he let me borrow his sidekick while im down here. wellll. im currently at my cousins house and we are having our traditional sleepover after conference. im super tired thoughhh. im just trying to finish up this blog. oh man, im super full tooo. i had so much food this weeek. freee meals, mc donalds, apple pies & soft serves. i ate like all the time this week. mann, i need to start exercising when i get back. its only been a weeek and i miss my mom, my girls, and some other fool, jm (; i havent talked to my mom ever since ive been here. i miss her sooooo much. i wish she was here with me. gah, i need to shop. i want to buy a beanie and a new bag. the girls and guys here, especially people from hillsong are so fashionable and the way they dress is so hott. haha. i was surrounded by so many good looking people this week, lol. well im going to start watching borat now, i think this blog is getting too long. ttyl!

finallllly

so i finallly made it to australia. it is about 1130 in the afternoon. i got here at around 630am. there were tons of people at the airport, but i found my cousins thru the crowd. all ive done so far is eat hot dogs, and now im super full, and watch them play call of duty. i reallly dont get how to play it. haha. so much things going on. lol. welll im super excited for my stay here. i cant wait for conference. its going to be soo much funn. gahh its super coldd here. im getting the chills. haha. welll im going to tweet more cuus iuuuno what else to do. ahh, im about to eat a popsicle and its freezinggg. haha.

australian getaway

wellll in a couple of hours i will hopefully be on a plane to the best place in the worldd, Australia. i cant wait to see my favorite boys. this will be my official getaway from everything. im super duper excited, for conference, our sleepovers, city adventures and everythinggg. i hope this time i get to hang out with this really awesome guy, if he's still willing to hanggg. haha. mann, so this weeek went by fasttt, thank God. so much has been going on. ahhh, super out of no where. but he thats how life is. it surprises you when you least expect it. im just doing my own thing, and looking foward and not backk. anywaysss.. so lately i havent been having much of an appetite. and if i do eat something, i get full easily. i hope my eating habbits stay this way. haha. cuus now i dont crave fast food. oooh mann. conference week, i'll be eating soo much fast food. guuuhreat. haha. mann. im going to miss my girls. they are theee bestttt. i hope they dont have too much funn without me. what else.. hmm.. i went to the city with matt the other day. it was soo much funn. i watched him shop. all i bought was a friendship bracelet with him. haha. it took my mind off of alot of stuff. we watched my sisters keeper. it was soo sadd. it hella made me realize that there are bigger problems outt there and i cant really dwell on mines cus people have it harder than me. thats why im in such a positive attitude right now. haha. not really worrying about anything. haha. ooh mann, and last tuesday i went to this hollister/abercrombie casting ccall. it was intense, all i did was get interviewed and took pictures. its a possibility that i can be on the huge posters and bags, haha. too badd im going against thousands of beautiful tall blonde/brunette skinny biotches, lol.. hmmm.. welll i think i should go take some laps around my neighborhood. i've gotta stay in shape. no more cheer or dance to keep me fittt. kk. wellll probably the next time i'm going to update this is in australia, yay yay yay!