australian getaway

wellll in a couple of hours i will hopefully be on a plane to the best place in the worldd, Australia. i cant wait to see my favorite boys. this will be my official getaway from everything. im super duper excited, for conference, our sleepovers, city adventures and everythinggg. i hope this time i get to hang out with this really awesome guy, if he's still willing to hanggg. haha. mann, so this weeek went by fasttt, thank God. so much has been going on. ahhh, super out of no where. but he thats how life is. it surprises you when you least expect it. im just doing my own thing, and looking foward and not backk. anywaysss.. so lately i havent been having much of an appetite. and if i do eat something, i get full easily. i hope my eating habbits stay this way. haha. cuus now i dont crave fast food. oooh mann. conference week, i'll be eating soo much fast food. guuuhreat. haha. mann. im going to miss my girls. they are theee bestttt. i hope they dont have too much funn without me. what else.. hmm.. i went to the city with matt the other day. it was soo much funn. i watched him shop. all i bought was a friendship bracelet with him. haha. it took my mind off of alot of stuff. we watched my sisters keeper. it was soo sadd. it hella made me realize that there are bigger problems outt there and i cant really dwell on mines cus people have it harder than me. thats why im in such a positive attitude right now. haha. not really worrying about anything. haha. ooh mann, and last tuesday i went to this hollister/abercrombie casting ccall. it was intense, all i did was get interviewed and took pictures. its a possibility that i can be on the huge posters and bags, haha. too badd im going against thousands of beautiful tall blonde/brunette skinny biotches, lol.. hmmm.. welll i think i should go take some laps around my neighborhood. i've gotta stay in shape. no more cheer or dance to keep me fittt. kk. wellll probably the next time i'm going to update this is in australia, yay yay yay!